LINDSAY Lohan has admitted that she is in absolute hell following her split from girlfriend Samantha Ronson last weekend. Speaking to Us Weekly, the actress described the evening that Ronson broke up with her as the worst night of my life, confirming reports that the DJ had hired five security guards to keep her away from a family party. Im not a bad person and this is what happens. I was raised to treat people well, and Im so tired of this drama, she said, adding that she felt so alone without Ronson. Claiming that everyones turned against me, she continued: Im a 22-year-old girl whos in love. I felt like I was in Mean Girls, but worse - Mean Girls was a movie. She also dismissed rumours that she had threatened to kill herself, saying: Im just really hurt. DS